Different

I completely abandoned my old self. I am a very diffirent person from what I used to be 2-3 years ago. I have metamorphosized into a creature who is least of what I am before. I became a happy and carefree butterfly.

There is nothing new about it. I have changed before. This is not something that I didn't saw coming. I wanted it.

A lot of people told me that cruelty, pain, suffering and the other negatives in life is the expressway to success (if not the only road to it) and I have believed them. Or I should rather say I believed them before.

I can't find the words (yet) to explain or describe these things that's why this things seems to branch from one topic to another tree. I'll probably continue next time. I have been thinking about this since the sem started but I still I can't completely grasp the answers (or questions) that can lead me to understand this.

I am confused but happy.

Again I am happy. I am just happy and everything is the reason for it.